I'm kinda wondering what's wrong with me. I'm not doing so well at making friends that want to hang out with me here. I've made a couple of acquaintances, but no one that wants to hang out with me on a weekly basis. It kinda sucks. I'm beginning to wonder what it is in my personality that runs everyone off. I realize that talking to most of you about it won't help, as you don't really know me aside from what I write on here, which is so very little of the whole me. Oh well, maybe one day I'll figure it out.
I bought an area rug today on Overstock.
It's so cool, and it was so cheap. Plus, there is $1 shipping this weekend, so it was even cheaper! The best part is that I had some money in Paypal that I couldn't get out, so I kinda had it waiting there for me to use. I think it was a sign. I'm getting so excited about moving, I feel like I'm going to pop. My mom keeps telling me to keep looking, and that maybe I'll find something better. I started thinking maybe she was right today, but I went over to measure the sunroom anyway (I want to put a carpet remnant in there so it will be better to play in). Once I was there, and saw the house again, it was settled. I realize there are some points about the house that are not the best, like the fact that the laundry room is outside, and the master bedroom closet isn't even big enough to hold Trey's shirts, much less anything else. However, I am totally willing to overlook that, b/c I just think that house is so great. Perhaps God doesn't want me to have it (which is not what I'm hoping for), and if that's the case, then I'll find something else. However, I'm not willing to keep looking, b/c I'm hooked. All I can think about is where I'm going to put things and what fun we'll have there playing in the yard and playroom. I can't wait!Okay, I guess that's enough for now. I hope you have a great day, and I'll see you soon.
An awful lot of people find it harder to make and maintain friendships in those long middle years, which, like it or not, you are entering. Try inviting other mothers over for tea or coffee during the day, but don't hope for too much too soon. It's just plain harder for a whole lot of us than when we were younger.